Disappointment Part III

So, as I keep moving forward in this series of "Disappointment" posts, the title becomes less and less relevant.

A Commitment

Earlier this month I decided that I was going to shut down all my feelings about girls for a time. My rationale for that was that I wanted to defend myself from pursuing a relationship for the sake of a relationship instead of a young woman for her sake. And I didn't really have anything to lose seeing as I wasn't interested in anyone. Notice how I've been using the past tense for this whole intro? Yeah...